through every up, through every down.

Friday 31 October 2008 '

happy birthday nenek pap

happy birthday to my loveable grandmother, NENEK PAP! :)

most of hj libut's family slept at his house last night, lying on the floor and on the couch. we woke up earlier, 5.30 +. yapa will dimandikan, kafankan, di sembahyangkan and then will be buried at tanah perkuburan orang islam at lubok pulau, as it was his last wish. he wanted to be buried there cause most of his family were there. i kissed him for the last time. we'll not see him again but i know he is still around us.

aqil my nephew, asked me when my grandpa kena mandikan, as he called my grandpa katuk. he asked me why katuk didn't open his eyes again. and i answered because he was not here anymore, he gone far away from us now, so aqil jgn cari katuk lagi ah. and he gave bangang face like he didn't understand. i heard more story about my niece and nephew asked about yapa. i know it was hard for them to understand this. why this day came so fast? my grandpa left his cicit before they're big enough to take care of him.

bapa, me, dhirah and eaah went to nenek dut's graveyard afterwards. i acted like i'm okay but actually i'm hungry, i'm restless and i'm dizzy. cause i miss nenek dut, i followed my father to his graveyard. it was raining definitely. sorry to uncu cause we didn't come to babu mas' house for you, you know our conditions right uncu? choc creamy nun mati jumpa pa. haha. back home, i slept for a while. we had tahlil for yapa of course that night.

oh i miss yapa and nenek dut!

Labels: i miss my grandpa

Thursday 30 October 2008 '

mhmmmm.

pfffttt, what a sad day.

since this 3 days, my grandfather, hj libut was weak. most of hj libut's family gathered at his house, surrounding him and prayed to Allah. we were afraid of losing him, so we recited surah Yassin. when i looked at him, i cried. i can't stand. he looked so hard to talk and breath, less oxygen in his body. i felt pity on him.

around 7 pm++, our really great grandfather gave his life back to Allah. we couldn't do anything, just only to accept Allah's destiny and pray so he'll rest in peace in a place he'll stay called 'Alam Barzah'. he leave us now. what left is his soleh sons and daughters, grandchild, cicit and piut. this day came so fast with no more hope. thanked Allah that he took yapa on friday, hijrah date.

so now, our day activities will be different than any other day, we were gathering every evening to visit him before but now, no more. what only left now is tears, we'll be lonely without him by our side. i'll remember the colourful memories of his. i won't hear his bell ringing anymore, and i won't hear he says "embo dai gaya ni tuh". you know we'll always love you and we'll not forget a great grandfather like you :')

now, i lost 2 good grandfather. Hj Abdul Karim bin Yahya (nenek dut) and Hj Libut bin Abun (yapa) they know i love them so much ♥

nenek dut left us, karim's family, on 14th september and today 30th october, yapa left us, hj Libut's family. yapa passed away 48 days after nenek dut. i hope they'll be in peace at their place. amin. i know they will be placed in a very special place for us muslim, called heaven.

al- Fatihah...

semoga roh mereka di cucuri rahmat. masukkanlah mereka ke dalam golongan orang yang beriman dan bertakwa dan ampunilah dosa-dosa mereka ya Allah. AMINNN.

Labels: i love you yapa.

Tuesday 28 October 2008 '

khatam

our school had khatam function today, and it was awesome! i'm gonna miss this beautiful day. but hey, i didn't take a photo with my sweetheart :( lalala-not love.

nadiah eaah.

kami family, aci nada.

ami, cgu zul, me and warah

my boyfriends :D

candid

mama kuuu :D

HAHAHA!

HAHA sian silah

khadijah(adik ipar), fizah, syakirooh and ijah

kawann kuu :)

focus on my darlingg ah haha

khatam

takhtim

bapa kuuu :D

lawa kaliah

kantoiinkk

:DDDDDD

screen khatam? apakn

adik iparku, fizah and adik banarku

dyah and zyma

im tall! :P

eaah and warah kuu

Labels: khatam

Monday 27 October 2008 '

now i'm searching for songs, lalala-love. haha, hello people :D

happy birthday to BUMAS! :)

something makes me moody. huh! shut up dyah, you shouldn't tell this. and something wrong with sjwb and stylo, i just don't want to masuk campur. let them settle it themselves but i felt pity for mirah kami. they made my bestfriend cry, besuk kamuuuu! hahah *inda jua brani tu krng :p* we were playing with plasticine and it was fun! it was a long time ago sudah aku inda main tanah liat. we made some solid shape and cut it into pieces to know how many lines of symmetry, it was maths. and i made a new lipstick, it will be sold later *nada deh* haha :p we, group 3 are the best! lalala. we sang when you look me in the eyes sama-sama wah tadi. how sweet!

rehearsel khatam of course, omg! besuk kah khatam? no! dont be afraid mahn. guys, do the best supaya GB bangga arah kita. okay? i love kamu semua ♥! hey you, i hate you by! but i don't hate you, lalala. shut up! shall go to sleep now. i'm tired baby! :)

kau ah hutang arah aku, I HATE YOU, YOUUUUU!

Labels: when you look me in the eyes

Sunday 26 October 2008 '

lalala.

nini pap.

bye bye abg mashyadi.

with abg mash

toink!

yong sama ninaaaa??

md nas nadiah :)

si baby.

i woke up earlier than any other day. we went to the airport, hantar abg mash balik ke brisbane. bon voyage abg mash! i bought double choclate chip, famous amos cookies, it tasted good (y). we went to the mynest cafe afterwards, babu mas treated us since tomorrow will be her 47th birthday. thanks babu mas!

omg! i saw camera cyber-shot again :O i'm craving for it bah eh! pfffttt. i don't want to talk about this again. i know, thats imposibble for me to get it! okay, dyah shut up. we went to hua ho tutong and then took my khatam baju kurung. but it was super simple! to make it more beautiful, tambah manik! thanks to kaka ejah cause do it for me. loves loves much.

our internet connection was conflict with the other internet connection, hhuuh! shall stop! i know you're still there for me.

thanks to kaka ejah :)

Labels: :O

Saturday 25 October 2008 '

rock this party.

start over at the school. i had my oral exam but it was suck! i'm so nervous and my feet didn't even wanted to stop moving. haha. i bet my marks will be low :/ i'm happy cause our maths and history's syllabus habis dah! yeppe! school was kind of boring and dyah, you didn't even do your revision? don't you afraid of the examination paper? -.-'

rehearsel khatam again, there's nazir and huh, kena marah lah. haha! tajuid error i guess. and we were given a chance to look at our sijil. silver frame, is it okay? i got number 23 for my index, yeah a lucky number for dhirah and haziq. but who got number 17? or 26? or 5? -.-'

and i can't remember what i did last day hahaha!

Labels: -.-'

Friday 24 October 2008 '

talk to the hand.

me :)

orang yang lawa :p *yng banarnya*

warah and me, kami pun lawa.

cousins and babu, dorang pun lawa.

ka dd, ka baby and babu isah :)

ka dd and son, eman ageeekk :D

" seruma daun gala kerjo ido tuh." as mama said.

aniq wazheef :D

orang macho yang cute.

canteeeekkk :D

kami parts of karim's

abg tadee and mama

sweet couple.

babu mas, dyah and nina

ka jirah and a'a

apa eh si cute dua orang ani

cousins

happy birthday to ABG HADI and KA FIZAH! my cousins :)

today is nenek dut's 40th days. he will be far away from us. what i can do is only pray to Allah so he'll be in peace. i love you nenek dut! :( now, go back into business! we went to nenek dut's kubur, i didn't eat my breakfast and i'm hungry of course. hehe! rumbling and rumbling -.-' unfortunately, it was raining when we were reading tahlil for nenek dut. got back home with a tired face, felt like i didn't have any energy. uh oh.

the function started after sembahyang jumaat. what made me happy was, there's aniq! hehe. babu dyah really missed you niq ;D he was cute. we played guitar hero. and took some pictures! i didn't even knew what time is it and haha i felt like yesterday went so fast. what i did is guitar hero and guitar hero.

i finished up my geography homework since i really wanted to finish it. and done! haha talk to the hand.

Labels: 40 days.